amma-tude

oh dear, i have to go to sleep. but i miss you, bloggorinas. so very quickly.

i am grateful for:

1) the powerful shakti emanating from amma that just so there for the imbibing

2) the love: http://blog.beliefnet.com/freshliving/2009/07/amma-amma-amma.html

3) getting hugged by amma (thanks, my friend, for helping with that)

4) that some of my homegirls were there and some got hugged for the first time and felt it

5) running into someone from maui, someone i like, a friend, someone i sort of dated, someone i almost dated. basically every long-haired romantic possibility ever. go amma.

6) the angelic massage chair massage at amma

7) the cumulative affect of her hugs

8) the profound beauty of the whole love manifest thing

9) the smell of roses

10) spiritual shopping

11) being around people who have similar desires to connect with something larger, to connect with Amma. that free feeling of being around people who speak my language–the spirit plus new york. and it feels like i can be exactly who i need to be. materialistic and crass and irreverent and reverant and gentle and moved and full of potent grace, receptive to love.

12) my amma rock tour t-shirt

13) that i’m going to the woods to chant all weekend. yay.

14) being home

15) the feelings of love i generate just by working on a project. just by moving things along. i love myself more and it just explodes and i get a glimpse of the rockin chick i’ll be someday.

16) monkeys

17) darker skin

18) sleep, sleep, sleep

PLUS things i want:

1) a cute man to ask me out to the movies

2) more sleep

3) a massage

4) lots and lots of dancing to live drums

5) to finish this thing already

6) money

7) peace

8) an apartment or house that i own and love

9) more hugs