untitled gratitude

i am grateful…

1) that markets return to stasis eventually
2) that i get to dress up fancy three times this week
3) having lunch with my dad at big daddy’s diner
4) the thought of going to echo & the bunnymen tomorrow night if it’s not sold out. anyone?
5) eggs
6) people who give up their seat on the subway–for old, pregnant, tired, young people
7) the 10 pm prosecco
8) getting a juicy new assignment
9) that even tho i am capable of my pain-body being way triggered, and getting paranoid, and sad, and hurt, and angry, i’m also capable of seeing all of those things and not living in them. that i can let them pass. because they’re just emotions. such a relief. to have roots in the midst of the sea.
10) that i’m officially beginning my facebook fast at midnight