1) the smell of bandaids
2) buying fun novels to read
3) lorelei and rory
4) lunch with b. and yogic brainstorming
5) j and the work walks
6) susan miller’s wonderful predictions for me of freedom
7) progress in creative endeavors
8) that i don’t have any tattoos
9) “rock with you”
10) amma coming next week. smooosh.
11) possibly actually letting go of something i’ve been trying to let go of for a really long-ass time. not all there, but just around the want-to-crack-shit-up-with-a-baseball-bat mode is something sunnier and more released. i can tell. i hope. i really don’t want to be bitter with lines around my mouth from too much lip-puckering, the kind i do when i’m stressed. i really want to laugh a little bit more every day. when i’m 80, you’ll just come over and we’ll laugh and laugh and laugh. no more words just that delightful delirious feeling of true run-away laughter. people used to make fun of my laugh. but no one does now because it seems to be mia. here, laughter, laughter. heeeere. well, hopefully it will get here soon so i can be that 80-year-old with slapped up knees and a strong core and smile lines deep as a happy river.
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you probably know about laughter clubs. and this:
http://www.laughteryoga.org/
i like imitating other people’s laughs (like my mom’s and grandparents’). in front of lots of other people. who are expected to (and do) laugh. it’s really fun (and funny).
I am grateful for roasted sweet potatoes and steamed artichokes.