crispy-ish fall eve. i am grateful for:
1) working from peaceful, messy home today
2) learning to ask for what i want, then getting a card in the mail last night for a kripalu rumi thing, with the quote: “The breeze at dawn has secret to tell you; don’t go back to sleep. You must ask for what you really want; don’t go back to sleep.” the amazing thing is, in asking for what i want i get less attached to actually having it. what’s up with that?
3) that i’m actually going to midnight yoga tonight.
4) for h. and our burgeoning little possibility of a project
5) horseradish hummus from trader joe’s
6) the shared journal project with j.
7) for my shrink who constantly reminds me of the truth i already know but often drown out with imaginary worst-case scenarios
8) cashmere
9) desire of all kinds
10) hot pink
11) the notion of the greater new york smudge cleanse!
