dizzy-tired-post-long-ass-week-dancing-at-krishna-das-gratitude

i am grateful for:

1) krishna das, david nichtern, arjuna, et al. hare hare rama ram! realized i actually don’t remember the last time i danced (besides samba class which is more feeling-like-a-tight-ass-spazzy-white-girl than it is actual dancing).

2) getting some words together

3) getting up early enough to stretch the hips.

4) that i’m getting up way early tomorrow for more yoga journal conference fun: ana forrest (sp?) sweating, “sacrum secrets” with rodney yee (yow) and so much more. and maybe mc yogi? if i’m very lucky.

5) andrew and marissa and elena and tami

6) that i’m (sort of) holding it together despite being an utter basket case about my test on monday. cat scan, annual. fuck. fuck, fuck, fuck. i hate that thing. i will be grateful when it is over and i have the results. and i am grateful that i seem to have a job and friends even tho i am such a mess right now. i mean, at least i think i do. yes, i do. and i am grateful for the light and the love.

7) that h. is back from paree. i missed you!

8) olive, the bach flower

9) tears

10) luff

11) that i grew mung bean sprouts! me! alone! in my kitchen! i am a farmer!