grateful that there’s so much to be grateful for

and specifically i’m grateful for:

1) coming home and sliding into my jammies and onto the couch for a soothing gilmore girls set. that safe, warm home feeling that says, “shh, everything’s ok.”
2) seeing footloose with the raspberry brothers (i.e., my friend j. and his friends). it’s like mystery science theater 2000 but with men. and the movie. itself–delightful. richly homoerotic. such nice juicy wet man ass. you just don’t get that anymore in the straight teen films.
3) seeing j. after all these years
4) the planet platter at souen last night. oh and the ginger cookies. macro treats, yum.
5) that i’m obsessing less
6) my cute tree
7) gathering with lovely friends
8) acknowledging the thought habits that bring me down the most. e.g.: “man, I really need to call X.” A week passes. “Oh my god I can’t beleive I haven’t called X. I am such a bad person, I’m such a terrible friend. She’ll hate me forever.” But now that it’s been this long how can i possibly call…. etc. a set-up for self-loathing.
9) that some dentists still use nitrous, baby. man, that’s good. and actually extremely helpful for a pain-sensitive nelly like me.